| My heart has never stopped searching for you.
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| I just wish I didn't exist. My heart is just so broken it feels like it's a thousand pieces.
And I can't believe that this is my first post here in ages. Wish I had something more positive to share about my life.
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| I feel like my life is a big convoluted mess and I can't find any ends to even begin to untangle it.
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| I still think about him sometimes.
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| It's weird how through the day, a bajillion possible blog posts run through my head, except the problem is that I can never write them down when they happen. And when I am finally in front of a computer, the thoughts are all gone.
Research year is busy, but it's definitely not as organized as I'd like it to be. It's already been almost 4 months into the year and I still haven't been to the gym. I haven't even played more than 2 games of tennis! I did, however, start moonlighting and making some good money, which I seriously needed. It's really torture to have so much free time (technically) and not have the money to enjoy it!
Still one of my major problems is that I am providing for a family of 6. And it majorly SUCKS to have to drag all of them around every time I want to go away. I mean, I will have to pay $500 to go to Maine for 4 days and pay for 2 hotel rooms to fit everyone? Give me a break. I'd rather do it alone.
I still think I need to find a sugar daddy.
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